I run

Why wont anyone look into my eyes...
and see that I'm hurting inside...
my life is a lie...
the way i act is just to hide...
i used to be real...
but everyone pointed out my flaws...
so i ran away...
back into my mind cage...
now all you see is a video tape of what i could be.....
and i am...
for your entertainment...
you didn't like me for me...
and i didn't like hearing your mouth..
so i keep the peace by spinning my wheels...
i wont ever trust enough to let you fool me...
I'll always be on my guard...
but i know when I'm on my guard...
my true love could pass me...
and come into my life...
and leave without anything...
this is what happens all my life.
if there ever was a blessing i always would miss it.
I'm just searching for a true soul...
and i tried everything...
for now.. I'm just gonna let go...
and trust God...
and wait for the one...
so i will put my request out one last time...
if there's anyone out there that has a searching heart like mine...
please let me know that i'm not alone....
and that you'll except me for your own...
tell me that I've got a life...
cause right now it feels like i want a knife....
i run