State of confusion

I fell apart again...
i said i would change,
but i caved in...
my life is a circle that repeats...
i go around and around,
and make the same mistakes....
this world holds me on contempt,
i receive no mercy...
I'm on trial for my sins...
who will forgive me?

sometimes it feels like i have no one to look too..
sometimes it feels like I'm all alone...
there's many fingers that point themselves at me...
and all i can do is stumble along...
this path is beaten down...
it's the path that I've walked for years...
others have walked here too...
but none have seen the road...
it's unclear and bending...
it seems like it has no end...

from accusations to paths of the circle...
it's all a clear cut theme to me...
I'm doomed to be defeated...
this world is my enemy...
i have no foundation here...
my soul keeps falling....
down into the shadows....
where my mind cannot wander...
it's a state of confusion...
and i sentenced to stay this way...
forever.....