I've been asked whether I'm depressed
have there been any resent changes?
Lost loved ones?
Any changes in my diet?
Anything at all?
She's quick to answer no
as if I'm not yet capable
She thinks she knows me best
yet she couldn't tell you what I got on my last test
Monday through Friday I go to school
then start up my one on one duel
sitting in my room has been such a blur
Never talking to either
except the thank you's after dinner
and the its for you's
have been never ending
The lack of communication and love
haven't seemed to fade
My daily struggles with trust and faith
cant seem to yet grasp
The one I love makes loving back a task
Things have changed, yes
from chocolate bars to carrot sticks
pigging out to working out
starvation took its toll
still not my soul
Now I'm answering your questions
not yet knowing my intentions
but wanting to know
What's my diagnosis?
