Im sorry, and i dont even know why

How long does forever last?
In a world that lies
Endlessly?

Into what waters
Do the tears full of memories
Flow rapidly?

Since when
do the beautiful words
Become painful

And dreaming becomes sinful?

Where is the road
That leads to
Happiness

How is it
The word 'hate' can be spilled
After a loving kiss?

Since when
Was the words 'I love you'
What brought more tears

And falling
In love
Is what you feared?

What is harder
Letting go of everything
Or putting up a fight that you know you'll lose

Would you rather be loveless?
Then broken and bruised?

Does god really exist?
And if he does
Has he ever felt a broken heart?

Why would he put us
Through this inevitable defeat
from the start?

What if I can
Feel love
But cant hear of it

Are you crossing the line?
Or only going where nobody dared to go.
Because they feared it.

How many tears will it take
To cry out the memories?
To cry out your name?

Why do we all
Dare to play this dangerous game?

When did our smiles
Fade to frowns

And when did spiteful words pour from our mouths?

Since when
Did the words thrown behind their backs
Become fair?

Was it all a lie
When you said you didn't care?

In our time
Is love only used as a tool?

Is it true that
Love
Is for fools?

Is it alright
To keep it a secret

How can you want anything so bad
That you could taste it?

Can
Love
Ever arrive late?

Is it wrong?
To cry on a forgotten date?

Is it really better
To have loved
Then never loved at all?

How bad is it
When love
Makes you feel so small?

Is it okay to get jealous
Because she's your best friend

Is it healthy
To not want your heart to mend?

Would it be so bad
If I wanted the memory
To last

Is it really that terrible to hang onto the past?

Is it really that bad
That I only said goodbye for you
I guess I lied

I only wrote this to tell you
That I love you
One last time