Numb

How did this happen?
what happened to me?
do i accept
what Ive come to be?
no feeling left at all
backing away
but only hitting a wall
i feel as though I'm falling
down a endless hole
only sadness and pain
buried in my soul
my life just seems so empty
nothing to live for
i just feel so numb
down to the inner core
it hurts so bad
i cant explain
nothing to lose
yet nothing to gain

plz comment