Suicide on the inside

The unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside
the depths of holes
go on forever
shot myself with
the eternal bullet
deeper and deeper
in does it go
watch as it
always explodes

the unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside
the weightlessness
never gains shape
hung myself with
the invisible rope
cant cut it down
cant get it unwound
watch as it
chokes my soul

the unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside
the overflowing river
is always flooding
cut myself with
mother natures blade
no stopping
the river that
runs wild
through its home

the unforgiving death
of suicide on the inside
the looks of shame
as people walk by
crucified myself with
the nails of Christ
my soul cried out
looked me in the eyes
said father
why have you forsaken me