Her Daily Shower!!

@...srry, its also a bit long, but b4 u judge it, plz read:)...@

She takes a shower everyday,
And stays there for a while.
Her parents question "Why so long?"
But she just answers in denial.

She sits down in the bathtub,
But lets the shower run.
She sits there thinking for an hour,
Her parents ask her if she's done.

She waits until they leave again,
And then takes out her rusty blade.
She hopes with all the cuts in her,
Away, she'll slowly start to fade.

She picked the shower cause she feels,
There's no where else to be.
And as she sits there crying,
The water listens to her plea.

The blade made jagged from the rust,
Digs sharply through her skin.
The water leaves no evidence.
For only GOD will know her sin.

She hopes the rush of water,
Will be loud enough to block,
The sobs and screams escaping her.
The hands keep spinning on the clock.

The water, like a mother,
Softly wipes away her tears.
It washes out her brand new cuts,
As it had done throughout the years.

She has deep wounds upon her body.
Her legs, her arms and so much more,
Her wrist not seen, so many scars,
So she decided to explore.

The gentle water understood.
It poured in rhythm to her heart.
It tried to wash her pain away.
It tried to give her a clean start.

Her theory -Only GOD will judge her-
She took it with her to the grave.
As she stood at the pearly gates,
She told GOD of her crave.

She told him of her rusty blade.
How she'd been robbed of power,
How at fourteen, she ended life,
During her daily shower!!

@...thx for reading, hope u comment and or vote:):)...@