A thousand shards, Alphabet poem

A thousand shards of shattered glass,
Broken on the day that passed,
Cartoons playing on TV,
Demented child, Oh yeah thats me,
Ever thought of suicide?,
Forget about the ocean tide,
Ghosts forgotten, unfound souls,
Haunting spirits, breaking wholes,
I never hear the voices scream,
Just yelling until I see steam,
Kids are teasing, laughing at me,
Loathing me and Im crazy,
Mother come and start to speak,
Nevermind, the roof does leak,
Over my head into my thoughts,
Pooring water, into pots,
Queer people are stalking me,
Running around until they see,
Shauna crying, going insane,
Together we can take the blame,
Under pressure to be ok,
Very good, now estimate,
When will shauna be ok again,
X-tra psycho in black pen,
You are aware that I cant sleep,
you should go and catch some ZzZzZzZs.