Playing the roll of some one in control

PLAYING THE ROLL OF SOME ONE IN CONTROL

Playing the roll of some one in control
I'm the person you see but isn't whole
Life's spinning around so fast
Nothing in the world seems to always last

Falling away from everything I knew
This heart is broken from what I've been through
Locked in that picture froze in time
And it reminds me of how you're not mine

Hearing your voice calling in the silence of night
Everything around me use to be so bright
I don't wanna lose my place in your life
Remember telling me you wanted me to be your wife

Feeling your arms around me like before
This makes me want you more and more
Drowning myself in the emotion I feel
When nothing else has felt this real

Trap in this place without you by my side
So deep in myself I decide to hide
Looking for my chance to get away
Still sitting here waiting for the day

Don't say that this is the end
We fought so had for this to defend
And here I am again acting like I'm in control
Longing for that feeling of being whole

©Written by fireXfly
June 9, 2006

this is about me trying my best to act like im okay when im really not. all i want is him......
but im never f-in good enough