Your Burning Words

Those nights were lonely
As I laid awake in bed
Going over and over
All the things you said

Your words were like fire
They burned me through and through
The harder I tried to lessen the thoughts
The more I'd think of you

You left without reason
And you didn't say goodbye
I found out from a mutual friend
But I was too numb to cry

It was just months before
We were sitting in your room talking
Now you are thousands of miles away
And you don't even consider calling?

After you decided to run away
People told me things you said
I suppose I really hurt you
But to you, your own medicine you were fed

My intentions were not to ruin
I simply fell in love with another guy
Because we both know
You had no desire for you and I

And with this you realized your lose
A girl that would be forever
But you chose to reject
The possibility of us being together

No longer was I there
Every time you needed
But I had been through this once
This was the same way I was treated

The difference between us
I always stayed by your side
But the second you saw me with another boy
Our friendship began to die

I remember the last time
We sat together in my yard
You told me things
I took them pretty hard

I was disappointed in what you said
But I wanted to be there
Just then your mom pulled up
And silence filled the air

You walked out of my life
And soon after you were gone
From all the times we've had
From talking on the lawn

I hear from you now and then
You recently called me to say hi
We talk about the good old days
When really I want to ask you why

But I don't feel its worth
Us fighting on the phone
Time is too precious
To waste on things we don't condone

Maybe one day in the future
All our questions will expire
And Ill sleep through out the night
Undisturbed by your words of fire

CSR