The voice...

Telling me I'm worthless
And that no-one does care
Say I deserve everything,
That life is more than fair.

Convince me to do things,
That scare me deep within
Telling me that in the game of life,
There is no chance I could win.

"you'd be better off dead",
"they all hate you deep inside"
"they think you are worthless,
And wish that you had died"

Try to ignore them
Make them go away,
But it is a futile trial
For they are here to stay.

But the more I ignore them
The stronger they become.
Until I can feel nothing
Inside become so numb.

Live fighting against them
Trying not to let them win.
The war forever rages
The battles deep within.

Try to fight them eternally
Not let them take control,
For they would kill me otherwise
I know this is their goal.

But at times it gets too hard
And I then no longer care,
Allow them to take over
And kill me if they dare.