Scared

I wish I could tell him how I feel
But I'm too scared to know if its for real
Too scared that this is too soon to know
So scared that if I told him away he would go

He says he cares for me just as much
Says that he couldn't live without my touch
But in the past that has been said so many times
How do I know that he'll always remain mine

I want him to be the one to break down my wall
But I'm just too scared to just let them fall
Its so amazing what I'm going through
I don't have a clue what to say or do

So scared to fall for everything
What if it turns out not to be what it seems
So many emotions going at one time
Scared that what he says are just some lines

But then the other part says he means them all
Cause if he didn't he wouldn't always call
He wouldn't try to put a smile upon my face
On me none if his time would he waste

Yet still I'm so scared to face it
I just wish all the confusion would quit
I don't get what i feel and I don't know why
Scared that he will turn out like every other guy

But something tells me he's not the same
That to him this isn't just a game
It seems that for me he has fell just as deep
Says that when we cant talk it makes it hard to sleep

I want to let him in to erase things from my past
But I'm scared that if I do it's not going to last
Is he going through all this too
So scared that its all too good to be true

I guess over time I'll have to wait and see
If like the other guys he'll turn out to be
But this is what I'm going to do until then
I'm gonna open up my walls and let you come in!

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