No one to blame,but yourself

That mixed feeling
Of anger and other words that can\'t be found in a dictionary
All twisted inside, not knowing where it will all shoot out
Time
Only an object to satisfy ones needs
Time will only tell
It\'s so pathetic
The way we all lie
Just for confidence
Causing pain for others
And pride in oneself
You said you wanted me to hate you
And you tried to make it so, everyone can see that
And yeah, it worked
I can\'t stand you
All those words
I love you, taken back
Ridiculed
I am so stupid
Wasted time
Trying to make a broken heart
Be friends with the one who broke it
I hope you choke
Too Blinded by the look
In your eyes
To realize, you didn\'t care
Asking questions
You knew the answers to
Stupid wordplay
Only we can understand
Silent
Like knowing you\'re about to crash
And knowing you forgot your seatbelt
I don\'t care
At least the windshield won\'t lie
So, I am a cold b-i-t-c-h
For hating you
Thats the way you wanted it
Don\'t lie
Lying is for the ones who are afraid
It\'s a battle to being afraid
Nobody wins
Then again, there aren\'t many people who lose
To lose is to trust
And really, who trusts anymore?
Everyone has a secret
Most of us don\'t even trust ourselves
Like holding a grudge
The ones we hold against the world
Or the grudge the world holds against us
I can\'t even sit through a conversation anymore
Thinking anyone cares
They don\'t
If we can\'t care about ourselves
Caring for others is only meaningless
Like the rose, pretty at sight, meant for love
But really,
Just
Meaningless