My overdose

So, tonight was the night i tried to end my life
All those pills really gave people a fright
Why did they have to know
Why did they have to find me all alone

All i wanted to do was die
But, no all of you wanted me to survive
Why couldn't you let me go
Why is it yall's love will never set me free

Why aren't i dead right now
Why is it, my tears keep pouring down
Why is this night turning out this way
Why couldn't i have just gone away

Will I try this again tomorrow, maybe we will see
Will people come save me, or finally let me be
Will i succeed or will I fail
Will I accomplish the one thing, that will set me free

Hmm.. maybe we will see

( ok i had to write this, b/c yes today i did overdose...and well now I'm even more unhappy then i was before i did it!)