This Really Isn't Fair

I try to understand it
I bite my lip and nod
But as soon as you are off the phone
I'm crying really hard
You are always out somewhere
Every night another place
But you have never seen these tears
And this swollen broken face
I don't want to believe it
Never do I want to hear
But it's funny how the people talk
Of everything I feared
About you leaving me each day
Clubs and parties, hanging out
In these things I have no say
And I don't know what it's about

Deep down inside my confused heart
There is a voice and it speaks
Proving to me my trust is not strong
And your honesty is weak
But how can I escape this
When my love for you is strong
Maybe I shouldn't think this way
For I pray I might be wrong
Each day brings me a painful night
And phone calls that I dread
And while you're out partying
I'm crying in my bed
But if your interest is dying
And you decided you don't care
Please tell me baby, let me know
This really isn't fair