Resurrected To Die

Pure hope in hatred
Total understanding in loss
Another day to forget
But at what cost?

Tomorrow's problems appearing
Resolution of nothing
One problem leading to another
Your eyes say everything

Your fists against my face
Clear understanding of today
One more scar across my back
What is there left to say?

Blade sliding along my throat
Hands creeping along my arms
Bruises blooming across my skin
Hope that breaks; how it harms...

Hands gripping life harshly
Threatening to break very existence
Tighter and tighter, breath lessen...
And now reality feels like putting distance...

Words are cursed, mistakes realised
I'm dying in arms that hate
Lights appearing in front of my eyes
The angel reaches out, but it's too late

I'm dragged back to pain
Back to the suffering I wish to forget
Why do I feel this dampness around me?
To live, the decision I regret

Words escape me
Eyes are staring off, fading
Slap across the face, yelling in the ear
These times of hating...

This body of torture
Please fade away
No more bruises, no more scars
No more tears to keep at bay

Fake not this seeping blood
Nor the pain blooming all over
If I could move, I would cry
This veil of death I shall pull over

Blackness is creeping into my eyes
Slapping, hurting, screaming returns
I wont come back this time
Because I know how life burns

Please Mr Death, come find me
The scars are spelling out my pain
Blood is running, so are the culprits
They do not wish to feel the blame

Swift wings swoop my tears
Deaths lateness leaves me pending
I'm dying, almost dead
There is no chance of mending

Pure hope in hatred
Total understanding in loss
Another day to forget
But at what cost?

Blackness is creeping into my eyes
Slapping, hurting, screaming returns
I wont come back this time
Because I know how life burns