Our suicide

(me and my sissy/baby wrote this, I love you Brianna)

Things are getting too hard.
I just want to let go.
Just set myself free.
No reason to live, you know?

Why is it it would hurt so many people
Why can't i just flee, and do it for me
Can't you all just forget that i lived
Can't you please just let me be

Nothing at all is going right.
Everything is all a mess.
I suffer from depression.
And have so much stress.

This life, is just to hard
My pain is becoming much much more
I would take this gun and put it to my head
Just so I could be dead on this cold floor

I don't want to leave everyone.
But, It's just too much pain.
I've gone completely crazy.
I'm no longer sane.

Don't remember me for my faults
Try to remember all that is not lost
You will still have my memories, and all of my things
You will still be able to come to me, while your asleep

I'm so tired of faking everything.
I always fake a smile.
I can no longer pretend.
This isn't worthwile.

My tears are pouring down
My smile, has always been a frown
Tonight, could possibly the night
I will give up, and take my life

Please, Just let me go.
It's my time to flee.
I'll take this gun.
And set myself free.

My head has hit the floor
I'm drowning in my own blood
My body lay's here cold and stiff
So much blood, it looks like a flood

You'll be fine without me.
Even though we are apart.
I'm not very far from you.
I'll be in your heart.

Tell my mommy I'm sorry i didn't mean to hurt her
Tell my daddy I love him, and will always be his little girl
Tell my brother, not to be scared, for this was the right thing to do
Tell my sister's to remember my love was always true!!

This is really it, Are you ready?
Put the gun to your head.
Say your goodbyes now.
Cause, soon we'll be dead.