Abortion vs. Lacey Jane

Walking into the doctors office
feeling such disgrace
soon they`d take her away,
is it her, id ever miss?

Would she have a beautiful face?
Would she be tall or short?
Would she be into makeup like her mommy is
or would she follow her daddy,
and enjoy sports?
Would she have straight blonde hair like I once did
or would she have a head full or black curls
like her daddy has?
Would she be a girly girl,
or a tomb boy?
Would she like to play with dollies and paint nails
or would it be outside sports, she`d enjoy?
Would her skin be like her daddies, white and pale
or would she have mine,
nice tan, olive skin.
Would she be like I am,
short and thick
or like her daddy
tall and thin?

If I kept her,
what would her name be?
I always loved the name, Lacey.
Lacey Jane.
What a beautiful name.

O no. Ive done it already.
Im becoming attached to her.
I need to let go,
take things slow and steady.
She isnt even born, and im so in love with her.
Shes my baby. In my stomach she grows
shes could be the world!

"400$...thats the price to keep me from liven?
Mommy...I really donâ??t like this clinic!
Please mommy! Make the right decision!
Donâ??t go through with this tummies incision!!!"

I havnt told a soul.
Know one knows what im about to do.
I love her...shes only 2 months old.
Im so confused.
What do I do!?!

9 months all together later.
Im sitting in the hospital bed.
I was smart. I saved a life,
my beautiful Lacey Jane isnt dead.
The doctors didnt take her away with the knife.
Shes in my arms
no one will ever hurt her!
Ill save her from all harm!

I know I am only 15
but id never chose abortion
over the life of this baby, and the life to me, that she means!
Shes mine and forever ill be her mommy with care.
Thank God he saved her,
the night I prayed that prayer...