I didn't mean it

As I sit here in tears I think about all of my fears.
I wonder to myself Why did I say to you what i did
How could I have been so stupid as to forget about your love
You try your hardest to help me, and I just push and shove.

I could apologize for years and years.
But none of it will compare to all of my tears
I'm so sorry that I hurt you baby if I could start over i would
I would do it in a heart beat, only if I could.

You mean more to me then you will ever know
When I sit here and think about what i did, all i can say is, wow.
How could i have hurt you like this
How could I have ruined your bliss.

Please forgive me, for I know that i messed up
But, I need you stay with me, I need you to keep me up
You are the best person to me that you can be
And just for that you can ask me for anything

I love you tons and forever and ever
If you think I will leave you, No I will never.
I need you with me where ever i go
I need you here so I can be whole.

(I love you sweetie, I'm soooo sorry)