And i know.

I know how it feels to want to die. How it feels when you cling to your pillow and cry.

I know how it feels to hurt yourself on the outside, Hopping that it could kill your feelings deep inside.

I know how it feels when it hurts to smile. Hopping it'll all go away in awhile.

I know how it feels when it hurts to breath. While deep inside, you're wishing to leave.

And I know how it feels, to try not to cry After you've realized that it was all a lie.

I know just how to fake a laugh. Deceiving you all, as I always had.