Coming back

I have spent years
dreaming of touching her skin
i loved her enough
to never give in

I've been with so many girls
but i only wanted one
her beauty was radiating
she felt like the sun

i believed in her
she owned my heart
she had the power
to tear me apart

she lives far from me
in fact miles away
and no matter what
i thought of her every single day

then i finally saw her
she had some one new
I'm so confused
don't know what to do

she want to be no more then friends
so in solitude I'm thinking
when gradually inside
i can feel my heart sinking

if only she could look through my eyes
because no words can heel a broken heart
i cant live like this
I've loved her from the start

this wasn't my plan
i haven't waited for this
not just for friendship
for her soft kiss

whats so special about him
that only she can see
this cant be happening
i guess it wasn't meant to be

should i keep waiting
or is it time to let go
can someone please tell me
because i just don't know