Wanted

Fingernails painted black
Hair dyed black
I wanted to look as dark as I felt
All black clothes
Big black boots
I wanted people to be scared of me
Black little gloves
Black makeup
I wanted to be free from my life
Long sleeved shirt
Long black pants
I wanted my body covered
Lots of rings
Lots of necklaces
I wanted to be different
Lots of piercings
Fake tatoos
I wanted to know pain
Face without emotion
Words without feeling
I wanted to push everyone away from me

I got everything I wanted