He's The Gate To My Fate

He's the gate,
to seal my fate.
Here's the wait,
& I'm the bait.
The fading light,
is stop in the night.
With prices to pay,
& nothing to say.
I'll pay my debt to society,
without a word of propriety.
My guide in life,
deal with this trife.
I'm tired of this game,
& I'm dying from this fame.
This picture melted in my fingers,
& thoughts of death still lingers.
He became my rope,
& I never learned to cope.
As we slowly put it around this neck,
& I jumped off the deck.
I slowly watched his memory flash in my head,
yet I wasn't alive, I was dead.