Simple Complexity pt. 5

My life so simple
Why become so complex?
I can't endure anymore
Overflowed with regrets.

To express myself
Is to write my mind.
It seems poetry is
The sole in which I can confide.

But to confess what?
I've nothing to say.
Because my mind won't let me share
In this pain I must pay.

Not once have I admitted
What it was that haunted me.
Only because my mind
Won't let that secret free.

Now I'm free-falling
Merely awaiting my death.
For that's all I can do
Until my mind lets me rest.