Nigh

You talk but you don't listen
Or if you do, doesn't last for long
Apologies and Thankyou's
Are so... real, but fake, it's wrong

Stick to your decisions
Don't come back with a changed mind
I don't give a shit about you
When you're fickle and unkind

You say you care and love me
But then you turn away
If this is your apology
I'm glad you didn't stay

I thought we'd last forever
It was stupid to think it true
We could never last a lifetime
If you're as judgmental as you

So Au Revoir, my old friends
No doubt I'll see you round
I'll miss the fun we used to have
But I know we're different now

I'm hardly the girl I used to be
One so open and happy
I'm distant with acceptance
Frightened this is who I'm stuck to be

I'd never wish on you unhappiness
I love how easily you make me smile
But it's tainted with the knowledge that...
It's only a matter of time

A level results tomorrow. -argh- The end of school for real, without that forcing us together, I dont see us lasting. I hate that I remember all the times we'd say ''we were born right next to each other! you're stuck with me forever!'.
I hate that our forever, got lost.