Cries of a broken heart

I see the way she looks at you,
the lust in her eyes,
the way you touch her,
the way she sighs,

I despise being on the outside,
always looking in,
my feelings of suffer,
always lurking within,

Why can't i be the one,
The one who you seek,
never happening this way,
leaves my future bleak,

every time he passes you by,
your eyes grow wide,
i bite my tongue and suffer,
holding my secret inside,

you giggle,
you flirt,
all the while,
his hand under your shirt,

you booze,
you let him pinch,
but i never leave your side,
not moving an inch,

you stare at me in wonder,
thinking I'm the fool,
shifting your lips to his,
a pain so cruel,

it reaches a point,
you get up and leave,
walking arm in arm,
your head wrapped in his sleeve,

i want to stop you,
i tell you not to make this mistake,
all he'll ever bring you,
is heart ache,

you tell me to get a life,
turning your head to cough,
i rush to your aid,
only to hear piss off,

night fades into darkness,
day breaks the light,
you run into my arms,
crying that i was right,

i push you away,
saying you had your chance,
I'm not waiting around,
to be your latest romance,

you have no love,
you have no shame,
toying with my feelings,
like it was a game,

now its your turn to suffer,
to feel what i felt,
the cruelest blow,
ever to be dealt.