Why does mommy try and try to commit suicide

I don't no if this is a poem but it's a story of when i was 6 and my mom tried to commit suicide yet again...this is a true story of what my life is like my mom tires to commit suicide at least 2 to 3 times a year she has done this my whole life
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(it was a hot summer day.)
little girl- mommy i want to go to the lake!
mom- no we can't I'm busy to day.
(but really all she wanted to do was to pop some pills.)
little girl- but why?
(she cried!)
mom- i said NO and thats it don't you dare throw a fit!
(one hour later her mommy was on the ground shaking her head.)
dad comes home and phones the cops...something has going horrible
wrong!
nurse's come dressed in white mommy doesn't even put up a fight
(they take her outside the little girl tires to follow but a woman stops her
and asks if she's aright?)
little girl-OF COURSE I'M ARIGHT!
(she cries)
little girl- why do people ask me that all the time?
the woman- why don't you go inside your house and watch a movie?
little girl- but i already did that today!
the woman- look....would you just go away for awhile we need to talk to your mommy and daddy!
the woman- OK?
little girl- sigh.......ok
she watches from the window as they lift her mommy on to a white bed then take her away.
sigh..... just another day.
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auna