Why

Why do I try
After every time I fail
The wind never catches
Beneath my deflated sail

Why do I keep
The memories in my head
When I can't even make it
Out of my bed

Why do I hate
Every treason on the earth
Even though it makes
Everyone apprecate their girth

Why do I cry
When no one will understand
No more leaning
To reach for another's hand

Why to I wonder
If anyone will see
Because no one cares
About me

Why do I sit
And watch the day pass
I don't know if there will be a tomorrow
Because today feels like my last

Why do I try
To make a difference for today
When I know
No one will care, or have anything to say

Why do I hear
All these words against me
If they only knew
What they couldn't see

-_-_- Everyone keeps calling me names, keeps trying to bring me down. Days are numbered with the thought's they give me. No more time to wonder if I can ever make a difference with people giving me nothing but trouble for being who I am and for being the person I always wanted to be. To all those people out there who forgot me, who hated me for no reason, who treated me like someone I am not... this is for you. You can have the consequence of my actions. Because you are the cause -_-_-