Daddy

Daddy,
Do you even still care?
Or spend your time wishing i was there?
Do you think about me at all?
Why wont you pick up the phone and call?

Daddy,
Do you ever truly miss me?
Wonder what we could be?
Do you ever stop and wonder where i am?
or think 'where's my daughter, damn?'

Daddy,
Do you ever wonder what i want to do?
Or when my name is said do you frown and question 'Who?'
I miss you daddy, i miss you so much, yes i do
Do you ever really miss me too?

Daddy,
Am i even in your mind at all anymore?
Or, on our relationship, have you firmly closed the door?
You said i was the most important one in your life
but is all i bring you now, simply strife?

Daddy,
Where were you when i needed you most?
Why, to me, do you feel like a ghost?
Always in my thoughts, but never really there
Always wondering if you're still there to care.

Daddy,
Don't you want to be in my life?
Is it just to much to bear?
O, Daddy,
How i wish i knew if you really truly care!

Daddy,
Why wont you even look at me?
Is there something about me you don't want to see?
Why wont you say I love you,?'
Is it really that hard to do?

Daddy,
People think your lack of interest doesn't bother me
Because i refuse to let them see
That underneath it all
I wish you would just love and accept me.

Daddy,
Why do you always f u c k i n g lie?
And always make me cry?
Why do you always let me down?
I cry so many tears when no one is around.

Daddy,
Why do you have to stay away?
And always miss my birthday?
Why do you always drag me into your arguments with mum?
Do you really believe, for me that is fun?

Daddy,
Why are you so cold?
Why do you say you care, only when you're told?
Why do you play mind games?
And act so f u c k i n g lame?

Daddy,
Am i dead to you?
O, please tell me that's not true!
Why do you keep making me cry?
Remember when you said 'f u c k off and die?'

Daddy,
I don't know when you stopped loving me
and i don't know why
But please Daddy, please
stop making me cry