I've lost it all now watch me fall...

I'm no better then them now
i use to be better then this
before i would have never dreamed of cutting my wrists
i was better then this
but now it's to late
i've begun
now i'm not going to stop
not for any one
i'll bleed and bleed
until i'm happy
which will be never
all i wanted was something to make me feel better
but this is far from bliss
i use to be better then this
but now
i lay in a puddle on the floor
wishing that i'm no more
i want to die
i can taste it
on my lips it awaits
ready to make my fate
there stamping my expiration date
but i don't die
i lay in the puddle on the floor
screaming in pain
this is worse then death
this is the ultimate test
well i give up
i want out
can any one hear me shout
I WANT OUT
did you hear
my end is so very near
just kill me please
cause everything
is breaking me
the devil is taking me
but he won't let me die
he wants to see me suffer
he wants to see me bleed
he won't give me the pleasure
of letting me die peacefully
i'm still in the puddle of blood
the road is getting steeper
he's laughing with the reaper
my hole is getting deeper
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