Painful reflection

Its painful to look into a reflection
it makes me feel so ashamed
ill walk 100miles away, to go in another direction
but for the way I look, I have only myself to blame

im afraid to stare at myself in the mirrors on the walls
ill break down and cry to my death
ill cry so hard ill loose my breath
to the ground ill just fall

I hate how I look on the outside
if we were inside out
Id be so beautiful, id have nothing to hide
but no, good looks im stuck without

(short...but true)