Does Real Depression Rhyme

I slice the problems all away
but its not through my wrist
I slice at my Legs and stomach
so no-one sees the scares

All they see is a faked out Smile
Thinking that I'm somehow happy
I put on a show for them Thinking
In this world that I have no problems

They don't see what happens
through all these closed doors
where I'm being Wicked in the bath
and cutting more then Meat Butchers

I'm like a sick minded freak
who can wear a mask so elegantly
but in the back of my head
I cant wait to do another suicide

Jumping out windows and roofs
Cutting at veins hoping you'd hit
but I'd fail and missed
and get pissed, just to get more mad

Its like a domino effect
one just leads to another somehow
and every hit is a reason for me
to do these sick minded things

Having people laugh at you
Cause they think your ugly
And there right cause I stare
right at this mirror and Hate everything

I hate my hair, looks, eyes, face
smile, nose, hair every description
Cause somehow theres someone
who's just better then me there

Not being invisible being the center
of all the front room crowd attention
but its just to get laughed and taunted
and pushed into a corner of Full game Shame

I'm being pushed to the limit
I walk to the corner of this 32 Story building
Cameras watching, but still no one cares.
Its time for me to leave..
*jumps*

(thought in my mind)
if i cant be a regular human being, then let me be a lesson the kids
across the nation of this earth
and the schools of Everywhere

(Lesson to be learned)
Watch how you treat some kids
Cause the more you taunt and play
the more kids will become like this
and do a suicide..cause you didn't care