A Dedication

What are we doing?
Will this work out?
I'm scared, terrified
and filled with doubt.

Are you listening?
I want to be heard.
Please don't fill my head
with your foolish words.

I know you don't love me,
so dont live a lie.
i've spent too many nights
with tear filled eyes.

Don't ask me for sex,
or to make-out in the park.
don't think of me at night
in the midst of the dark.

instead grab my hand.
kiss me on the cheek.
make everything innocent,
tender and sweet.

So here's to us,
I'm giving you my heart.
please dont break it...
this is only the start.