Memories

I wake up in the middle of the night
Walk to the mirror and see a horrible fright
My eyes are dark and sunken in
My skin is pale my hair is thin
I see in my eyes all of my sins
I scream and yell no one hears
Cause all the hell is inside of me

I cause it all, my own hell I bring
Tearing apart everything
Running through my mind
like a driver ignoring all stop signs
In a hurry to get its job done
Bringing back the memories that I have tried to shun

I wake up in the middle of the night
Walk to the mirror and see a horrible fright
My eyes are dark and sunken in
My skin is pale my hair is thin
I see in my eyes all of my sins
I scream and yell no one hears
Cause all the hell is inside of me

The dreams that faded come again
Along with some new ones
Wearing me down to the bottom, lying on ground
As I see myself hiding in the shadows
That are darker then the night
Wishing to see a light
Staying away from the fight

I wake up in the middle of the night
Walk to the mirror and see a horrible fright
My eyes are dark and sunken in
My skin is pale my hair is thin
I see in my eyes all of my sins
I scream and yell no one hears
Cause all the hell is inside of me

The memories abroad rising like the sun
Telling me everything I have ever done
Letting me know how horrible I am
Telling me I should be buried, six feet underground
The memories do not fade away like a thought
They stay until your body begins to rot

I wake up in the middle of the night
Walk to the mirror and see a horrible fright
My eyes are dark and sunken in
My skin is pale my hair is thin
I see in my eyes all of my sins
I scream and yell no one hears
Cause all the hell is inside of me

Memories forever remind me today
that I am a demon
And don't deserve to stay