Should of Kept that Secret to yourself

Laying down on the bed
Thinking it cant get worse
Then something came to my head
Shes just been laid with the curse

It kills me inside till I cry
Ripping my body in to a shred
Sitting back wondering why
It didn't happen to another instead

Dreaming that I never knew
this heart-wrenching news
Pretending like it just blew
past my head, Something I refuse

The Secret Ruins my mind
Till I cant sleep at night at all
wanting to take my life and rewind
To protect myself from this fall

It hurts so bad all through the day
and No one knows how I die
Hoping this secret will kill me today
Cause I'm tired of watching myself cry

Should of kept that secret to yourself babe
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Not dedicated to anyone, i just had a spark to write something