Daddys little girl x

Dear daddy's little girl x
One year today. You were cruelly taken away. As you left my soul went to. To take its place up to heaven with you. I know your not hurting anymore but let me tell you this. If i could have one more day with you i would. Take your on a journey to any time or place, would take you underground or far up in space. You bedroom is still where you left it a mess and like a farm but i would forget all that if you were back with me and out of harm. I looked through your photo album today. Oh how your smile made me cry, tears also fell when i saw your deep baby blue eyes. When your sat on heavens cloud please think of me and give me strength through the black hard days ahead. It was a year ago today yet it still feels like yesterday. I'm sorry you were in so much pain i didn't know what to do. My head was all over the place and your mothers to. If i could help you battle the fight you had then i certainly would. It would stand a chance against me or your uncle Judd. Why do that to yourself darling, your beautiful in every way, your my darling daughter and in my heart you would always stay. No matter how you looked or your figure or size you was always daddy's little girl in my eyes. I'm sorry my diary entry is so short today my dear but I'm laying new flowers on your silver gravestone in an hour. Want to be dressed up in my favorite suit looking beautiful for the daughter who will now be forever mute. God give me the power to pull through i don't know how you coped alone. Darling anorexia should not be messed with, And you know its true. Passing on is easy, being without you is not. Oh god i miss you darling. Good night and god bless. Save a space in heaven for me on the cloud next to you. One thing i promise is to never stop loving you.

Signed with millions of kisses x
Daddy x x x x x x

Girls if you think you want to be thin and shorten your life and look like a skeleton don't. It hurts family members in a bad way. Your family are sure to love you for who you are. Never forget that.