But you still don't see me

And of course it hurts so f*(king much,
But just take these pills,
And everything will go away,
Even the longing for your touch.

Or let myself slowly bleed,
As the moon casts a foolish shadow over my room.
And your eyes seem to watch me from my walls,
But you still don't see me,
You're looking at me,
But you still don't see me.

And I know everything would be right
If I could lie with you in my sight.
And hold you close for one more night,
Then I might even breathe,
Then you might fulfil my need.
And I promise that I wouldn't sleep at all
I'd watch you, take you in, I'd know it was the end.

What happened to what we were?
When I was your world.
And you told me that you loved me more than anything
And you needed me more than everything
And told me to never change.
Well I think that's pretty strange,
Because I'm still the same,
It's you who's not
But I don't care,
I still want you here.

I'm longing for your whisper in my ear,
Those days of fun.
Those nights of passion.
When two bodies glided off one another
And I don't know about you
But you topped me up and made me feel whole.
I'm missing you now; I've lost my soul.

I need you here with me
Because this loneliness is driving me crazy
And there are so many people around me
But I'm all alone,
Wishing for a new tone
A change in direction
Anything will head towards perfection
Because right now I'm looking the other way
As the nights draw in
And I wish you would stay.