It happens every time.
Tear after tear.
I hope to God that I'll be fine,
By the end of the year.
I feel like I've done something wrong.
All i can do is pray.
Maybe Ive waited too long,
I just can't find the words to say.
Ive tore my soul left and right,
To achieve something far away.
Every time I see that smile so bright,
I just can't find the words to say.
I've hid my pain; Ignored the signs,
To achieve something out of my grasp.
But it's still the same; Still in my mind,
A Thorn in my thoughts; that will always last.
I've kept my faith; Disposed my pride,
To achieve something out of my reach.
But I no longer feel safe; I feel she has lied,
Draining my life; like a love sucking leech.
I've poured my heart; Took a chance,
To achieve something I wont achieve today.
I feel torn apart; With pain so intense,
I just can't find the words to say.
I attempt to achieve happiness,
But all I can do is pray.
I swear I tried my very best,
I just can't find the words to say.
