Please forgive me for obviously wronging you in some way,
for wanting and needing you, I still await the day.
Please forgive the constant reminders of how much I need you here,
just to have you, love you, hold you, enjoy you being near.
Please pardon all my begging and longing for you to come back,
but it's hard to live knowing it's your closeness I lack.
Please forget the times I cry to you over the phone,
wanting, longing, begging for you to come home.
please disregard the fact that I insist you don't try,
but it becomes more and more clear as the days pass me by.
Please never mind how I must always tell you what I feel,
but wearing my heart on my sleeve seems the only way I can deal.
Please don't mention how I hate to be ignored,
instead of brushing me aside I'd rather be adored.
Please don't think of the times I've over reacted and started fights,
or how I cried over them so many countless nights.
Please don't mention how my negative imperfections don't quite suit you,
or how my mood can change from happy to sad in only a moment or two.
But I ask you a small favor my sweet and tortuous love,
that you please remember it's only you I dream of.
Please keep in mind my love for you stays strong,
even if my assumptions of you not caring are wrong.
Please never forget the time and effort I take to show you my love is pure,
and how much I wish to take us back to the happy place we once were.
Please hold onto the truth of how I ache for you alone,
though everything might've been different had we only known.
Please accept, not resent, how I want you with me,
and understand I'm unable to be the brave one you want me to be.
Please allow the fact that all I want is to be together once more,
I find myself scared to do what I've never done before.
Please cherish the ways I show you what you mean to me,
knowing you're apart of my everything and the only man I see.
But please never forget this, my sweet,
I shall await the day until we again meet.
