Waiting For Yesterday

What mistakes that I have made
The attention I never paid,
No way I can go back
To make up for what I lack.

Once loved and always told
Now lonely, dead and cold,
Normal feelings gone,
I've hid them for so long.

Nobody tries to understand
That life is slipping from my hands,
I want to scream until it pains
I cannot play with life's cruel games.

But selflessly I'll keep on playing
The rules of life, I'll keep obeying,
Though everyday I struggle more
But what do I keep living for?