Rachel, Our Story Has Concluded

I finally realized something.
Something unexpected and new.
Rachel I think your right,
After 2 long years; I realize I don't love you.

No, not any more.
Don't ask, because i don't know why.
Maybe I waited too long; But what for?
You were right Rachel, I can't be your guy.

Its become a habit,
A habit of trying to be with you again.
I guess my feelings slowly faded,
Now your just a girl I see as just my friend.

I've been trying to go out with you,
for too long and for too much risk.
I've been dieing to find out why,
I couldn't think of anything to add to my list.

But I do know one thing,
And I swear to God it's true.
If you had chose me some time back,
I'd be sitting here still loving you.

I can see by now your stuck on Robert,
But it's OK because i don't care.
I'll find someone;but you wont be her.
But don't forget that i was always there.

Just as you said to me,
Is how I feel right now.
I have no more feeling; none i can see.
Don't ask why; because I don't know how.

I figured this out when i noticed something.
Something i didn't feel; an emptiness inside.
I realize this difference; this one thing,
That you no longer make me cry.

Your like a poison my body has become immune to.
A splinter that has forced its way out.
Its come to this, I love no one.
And for once i have no doubts.

I do care about your feelings.
I don't care only about mine.
But when your feelings are all about Robert.
I kinda try to block it out of my mind.

Sorry for wasting both of our times; our moments.
sorry for the kisses that meant nothing; all of its through.
Its done, over, finished.
Our story is concluded; in the ending, I don't love you.