Diary of mine 2 (agains my will)

Diary of mine 2 (against my will)

to my dearest diary of mine
a beauty new day has not yet begone
but i can sense the presence of it

somehow and a few minutes before it rise
and perhaps my mind always bothered
of some moments that you will soon to disappear

as awake up from deep sleep
until at present
curiosity is still undefined

oh my beloved friend
who keeps my secret in side
my dearest diary

i can not help any longer
my tears was truly
drop by and by

i cross the endless road just to make through
to the place were i know were my friend is
deeply drown to illusion of impossible

learning some new tools to relax
and separate me to the other side of me
confirming if i am still in reality

i finally came
to my destination land
saw once again my beloved one

i paused for a while and suddenly fly
in the dimension were fantasy came to life
but someone distract me so badly

i opened my eyes
then i finally realize
that you're leaving already

why? why? where can i look for an answer?
my dearest diary of mine
my heart was tearing into pieces

a lot of bloods thats flows on my chess
i almost forgot its my own will
i saw a knife and broken glass
then i direct hardly to my breast

my world is vanishing
every seconds of time
i wanna die

mean while my spirit
is looking so sadly whiting me
it's against my will to do such foolish

but i can't help
more than cry is to this
he only i adore so much

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