Waiting..for your call

Invisible barriers strongly surrounding me,
Piercing pain that no one can yet see.
Spinning around and around making me weak,
Trying to find the loving life I am trying to seek.

The pain that I am feeling is almost unreal,
Like the slicing knife you would not wish to feel.
Theres blood forming puddles on the wooden floors,
Theres crimson blood smeared over the doors.

Slit after slit I finally make,
My delicate skin will soon start to flake.
You left with out saying a word,
Now you call me abserd!

Now I live with the guilt and scars,
You have fled to afar.
I am left to battle this alone,
Waiting just incase you phone..