The True Me

Behind the smiles
Tears they did hide
Afraid to show, how i truly feel inside
Fearing that you'll hate me; push me away
Thoughts of you crying; the pains here to stay
Softly crying, while your asleep
Broken hearted, and sad
Tears here to keep
making me scared, strangely mad
Black-eyeliner running down
From my eyes to my shirt
soaking it up
knowing how much i hurt
Hateful, dreadful thoughts
That only my head would know
Fearing that the only thing they'll do is grow
Sadly waiting
what else to do?
Until the day that i can
GET AWAY FROM YOU!