All You Wanted

Is that it?
are you done
ready to leave
now that you've had your fun?

Play games with my heart
kick it around
throw it in the air
let it hit the ground

Ill never forget
what happened that day
the things that you did
why didn't you stay

We started out kissing
and that was just fine
but then you tried
to cross the line

You pushed me back
onto the bed
didn't you remember
all the things i had said?

You started to get closer
your hands everywhere
i wanted to stop
but you didn't care

I finally pushed you away
and told you enough
but then you got mad
and tried to act tough

We sat there in silence
tension in the air
you wouldn't look at me
were you ashamed?
or you just didn't care?

Finally you got up
left without a word
slammed the door behind you
and thats all i heard

My feelings were hurt
my heart was bruised
i thought you were different
i sat there confused

I got up from the bed
i tried to stay calm
whats the point in getting mad?
it would just do more harm

I refused to cry
so i laughed instead
pushed away negative thoughts
creeping in my head

Was this all you wanted?
i have to know
did you want to make me upset
and make me feel low?

I couldn't take it
anymore
i grabbed the blade
and let it tore

So tell me was this all you wanted
think inside your head
was this what you wanted
now that I'm dead