The Person I Have Become . . .

Through words I cannot express
And thoughts I cannot explain
My feelings cannot transgress
Through this wall of endless pain

I feel so broken inside
Without the strength to leave
Behind all of this false pride
Is a soul left to hurt and grieve

He says that I am perfection
He says that I am his world
But all I know is rejection
In this sick and twisted world

I saw him at school today . . .
He looked up and smiled at me
But I just turned my head away . . .
All I could possibly do was flee

I hate who I have become
I hate this personal scam
Not knowing where I have come from
Not knowing who I am