Sailing Off

The flow of my river
Flows in two directions;
To a positive light,
And a negative regression.

In this current mood,
I'm swept by the latter current.
My soul is feeling tired,
Worn, battered and burnt.

What am I to do,
To set everything alright?
I'm having a hard time living,
I'm struggling with all my might.

I shouldn't be this way,
An annoying fit this is.
I can't abandon this old ship,
I'm falling down with ease.

Every thing's complicated,
I surrender to the winds.
I can't take this sadness,
I'm missing my Christine...