Can't Not Love You

I am jaded
And I don't know what to do
I am wounded
And I am wishing for you
'Cause I still love you
With all the scattered pieces of my heart
And I still need you
But I know it'll tear me apart
So what, is there, left for me to do
But keep on sitting here loving you
Breathing so slowly lost in thought
Remembering all the times we smiled
And every battle that we fought
But I'm still broken
With pieces all around
This fragile dream has been
Ruthlessly dropped on the ground
He says I don't forgive
But I say that I shouldn't
After all, you have done
All the things you said you wouldn't
So what, is there, what is here
Are you now far away, or still near?
What is there, left for me to do
But keep on sitting here loving you
Breathing so slowly lost in thought
Remembering the times we cried
And all the trouble we wrought
What is there,
What is still here
How can I just let it go
And still hold you dear?
But how can I not
After all we've been through
I'm finding it's impossible to do
I can't not love you
I can't just let it go to hell
I can't just leave you
But it'd probably do me well
So I'll sit here
Remembering all we've been through
And I'll still find
I can't not love you

**Yeah, it's another song. Came out pretty good this time though. :)