Miserable

I barely remember the love of sol
How warm it was against my back
Greater taste than fresh fruit in a bowl
An exquisite thing in a pale shack

So... when did everything suddenly go black?
Clouded by grey, bleak skies
How did I get so far off track?
Engulfed by a world created by lies

Look deep into these brown eyes
Please, say that you can find me
Before my soul collapses and dies
Don't leave me to drown at sea

Like you, I want to be free
To escape from being insane
Help me to let go of this misery
Take away my indescribable pain

I know you have nothing to gain
You have already left me behind
But lie about just one more thing
Lie and promise me that you tried

And before you leave and finally move on
Tell me, please, where has my heart gone?

*My use of the word 'sol' is not the Roman god. It's the Latin word for 'sun'. I am NOT talking about the god, hence forth, i am NOT capitalizing it. So telling me to.