You wanted it all

How could you do it,
hurt me like you did,
yet still you wont admit,
all those lies you told.

just admit it boy,
you wanted it all,
two girls hanging on,
one heading for a fall.

there it was, Lie after lie,
came rolling out your mouth,
like a swarm of flies,
they were all full of Sh*t.

Even when questioned,
you couldn't tell the truth,
the only way i found out,
is when i hit the roof.

I had to shout and scream,
until i began to cry,
and then you came clean,
i wanted you to die.

I'd given you my heart,
which id never given before,
and you stamped all over it,
its now bleeding on the floor.

i picked it up and tried,
to nurse it back together,
it felt like i had died,
i could not feel a thing.

i will never forgive you,
for what you did to me,
you messed me around,
to this you agree.

you admitted you were wrong,
and feel half the pain i do,
but now i have to stay strong,
i need to pull through.

i keep on saying,
Life goes on i guess,
even though i know,
my feelings are still a mess.

my heart will never mend,
my feelings will not fix,
I'm stuck in that u-bend...
where life holds all the sh*t.

©
~*~Jen~*~

i was feeling shitty so i wrote this.